Philophobia-Fear of Love

Should I dye and change my hairstyle?

I've always wanted to have a new look. But I don't know what would look good on me. I want to get hairstyle that makes my skin look lighter but also with the kpop star/ pop star cool kind of look? Which of these colors do you think would suit me. I've dyed my hair red before and that looked good on me but I'm still thinking of something different..

I feel pressured..

When people question me about college, all I can do is stay silent then get upset about it later. Cause honestly I really don't know because my whole life I've focused on becoming a singer. I feel as though I'm being told to change myself and take things I don't like. Normal people do that, I'm not normal. I am different. I feel as though everyone I know conforms with society and goes to college after high school. I did that too. But after taking time off college to think about what to take, I am still unsure. And i.hate that I'm still unsure. I enjoy singing, making videos and such. I'm not saying an education isn't important but I'd rather work or go out into the real world to see if I like something so I can figure out what I want to be. Even I don't know myself. I don't mind having to take college courses from home/computer either. It's the 21st century and parents don't realize that things are changing. I really want to follow my dream as a singer. Is that too much to ask? It's what I trained for since I was little, and it's like a habit I can't give up no matter how many times I try.

Short snippet of my other original song (You weren't there)

I love this quote!

"Miracle is another word for hard work." ~To the beautiful you

Please pray for..

So apparently they're leaving for Philippines today. Please pray that they have safe travels..