Monday, January 4, 2016

I feel pressured..

When people question me about college, all I can do is stay silent then get upset about it later. Cause honestly I really don't know because my whole life I've focused on becoming a singer. I feel as though I'm being told to change myself and take things I don't like. Normal people do that, I'm not normal. I am different. I feel as though everyone I know conforms with society and goes to college after high school. I did that too. But after taking time off college to think about what to take, I am still unsure. And i.hate that I'm still unsure. I enjoy singing, making videos and such. I'm not saying an education isn't important but I'd rather work or go out into the real world to see if I like something so I can figure out what I want to be. Even I don't know myself. I don't mind having to take college courses from home/computer either. It's the 21st century and parents don't realize that things are changing. I really want to follow my dream as a singer. Is that too much to ask? It's what I trained for since I was little, and it's like a habit I can't give up no matter how many times I try.

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