WHAT MY MOM CALLED ME.

Hey guys, so today hasn't been such a great day for me. Apparently I got loans from my university that my mom saw, and now she's convincing me to go to school in Philippines. We got into a fight this morning and she told me to "Shut up" and called me a "son of a b****!" And that she hopes I leaves. She called me lazy and that I do nothing. Clearly she doesn't know what the hell she's talking about because I get stuff done when she's not around pestering me. I'm just so frustrated with all these financial issues, and my religion, and personal family problems and such that I'm surprised I haven't jumped off a building yet. No o won't kill myself cause I have a dream for my future but I'm just surprised I haven't done that. But man when she mentions that I have to decide NOW, I break down in tears!!