Wednesday, December 30, 2015

I will be here - short piano video (Steven curtis chapman)

This song is dedicated to someone I know who has gone through a lot this week. They don't know and will not even see this video. Even though they probably never think of me at all. I have prayed for them to feel better, and I was wondering if I could ask you guys to pray for them too. That's why I chose this song. I know it's a love song but if you interpret it a different way it could also mean I am here for you.
Link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PAhmJGb7w2Y&index=10&list=PLarPmKcBJysRNRxPr9bVSCM329TJoMmGW

Please pray for...

Please pray for someone I know. I won't explain the situation since it's personal. This week has been hard for them. Even when they're  smiling I know they're  sad so please pray that they will feel better..I prayed for them too

Is there something wrong with me?

Over the years I always felt like there was something wrong with me. The things i used to enjoy i no longer enjoy anymore. After waking up in the morning id rather sleep forever. It's tiring talking or hanging out with others even though I really do want to enjoy the company of others. I'd rather be by myself. I have had minor suicidal thoughts but I would never kill myself. Its good that i have dreams of a future. I guess that's what keeps me going. There are still things I want to do in life. Yes I want to get married, have kids, a house, etc. I just really would like to see a psychiatrist or doctor to check if I have any problems. Ive been able to deal with it but i feel like im getting worse. But its hard to ask a parent for permission to see one.