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Hey guys I know I shouldn't say this and it's very unprofessional of me. I'm just having a hard time right now. My mom just got home from midweek prayer angry. She was yelling at my sister then started cursing and complaining. Angrily cleaning the dishes. She always says that I don't do anything, that I'm lazy, that I act like a princess. That she shouldn't have let me take a year off of college and to get a job. That's why I started Youtube, that's why i try so hard to become a singer, because I need a way to prove her wrong, to prove myself wrong. That's why I work so hard! She doesn't know though...Right now I'm crying in my room and most of the time I want to run away like VenusAngelic did. I just...I don't know what I want to do or study. I was also going to use studying in philippines to escape but for some reason i cant do it. I'm so lost and confused..I'm sorry if you guys see this. I'll probably take it down later

My Mom is yelling and cursing at us!

She's complaining that we do nothing and that she should leave us and go to Philippines to live with her parents. She blames us for everything. I'm just sad and scared right now! She's always so controlling, Venus angelic I wish had the courage to do what you did. Run away from home, maybe I should go to Philippines

Guys! My mom is scaring me..?

She got back home from midweek prayer and came home angry for some reason I don't know why. She was even yelling at my sister. Then complaining about the dirt floor in the kitchen due to my dad's dirty shoes. I hear her angrily washing dishes from my room...man she's scary when she's mad

When or if I reach 100 subscribers!

If I ever reach 100 subscribers, that's when I will make a Video about 10 things you don't know about me. My introduction video of myself will be my 100 subscribers milestone :)

81 Subscribers?!?

I have no idea when I got 81 subscribers. I swore yesterday I only had 60 or 70 something. I'm actually shocked and super glad. Thank you to all those subscribers for the support! ~Buns0