Physical and verbal abuse

Hey guys so a lot of bad stuff happened yesterday. And when my mom got mad she hit me multiple times in my room and told me to kill myself once again. Calling me different names while cursing. What kind if parent still does that to a grown man or woman? Apparently mine still does..if you or anyone you know has been experiencing child abuse since a young age, call for help! Tell a friend. I have thought of telling the cops but I don't want them in jail. However, they threatened to call the cops on me since I was fighting back to protect myself. Some nice parent they are! Religious my ass! Religious fake parent of mine