Is there something wrong with me?

Over the years I always felt like there was something wrong with me. The things i used to enjoy i no longer enjoy anymore. After waking up in the morning id rather sleep forever. It's tiring talking or hanging out with others even though I really do want to enjoy the company of others. I'd rather be by myself. I have had minor suicidal thoughts but I would never kill myself. Its good that i have dreams of a future. I guess that's what keeps me going. There are still things I want to do in life. Yes I want to get married, have kids, a house, etc. I just really would like to see a psychiatrist or doctor to check if I have any problems. Ive been able to deal with it but i feel like im getting worse. But its hard to ask a parent for permission to see one.