Having a rough time...

Hey guys it's me. I recently got back from choir tour on Wednesday. It was hard for me when I got back since I feel like I forgot what it was like to actually sleep. In two months I don't know what I'll be doing with my life. Right now we are still living in a rented house in Westfield nj and are now in a huge debt. Because of my dad always coming home broke my mom has to pay for everything, I really don't think he's a good example. I'm really sick and tired of their fighting already. And I feel bad cause my mom has been in accidents and my dad doesn't even help pay for my school or anything for our house. My life is pretty messed up right now. If anything I might not be able to attend college anymore. My mom did tell me that college was cheaper in the Philippines so I'm thinking of going there as a last resort. I really don't like being far away though, and I'm a big cry baby, but at times I try and tell myself you have to get used to it sooner or later..I'll enjoy seeing the world right??? #2015 #justnotmyyear #familyproblems